((i hung out at my friend steve’s house which was awesome of him, and i felt great as i was there but i wish i agreed to staying over for the night. i started feeling stomach-sick so i went back home and had something to eat then dad shouted at me again so now i’m up here in my room with a bloody arm and itchy knuckles
i’m afraid to go to sleep. i don’t want to see my nightmares, i don’t want to see what happens in my dreams. steve told me to think of silly things and i’m trying but it’s so hard and the negative feelings are really overpowering. i’ll go take benadryll to put me to sleep tonight i guess))
living in a small town is wonderful
- are there a lot of modes of transportation? nope! you either drive or you’re out of luck basically
- are there a lot of job opportunities? no! of course not
- are there things to do? hang out at the grocery store or go to the only movie theater the town has!
- are the people nice? of course not! not at all!
- are you close to anything interesting? nope! everything interesting happens hours away and you’re stuck in the middle of nowhere
If you get a note like this from this guy, ignore it. Delete it. If you ask what his daughter likes, he’ll try sending you a very suspicious folder with random art in it, as well as a virus.
Please spread this around because someone who doesn’t know any better can really wind up getting screwed over. Thank you!
((i tried to nap but i couldnt sleep again because of stress and my family is making a lot of noise
i’m considering either riding my bike down to somewhere i can be alone for a while or going over to a friend’s house until i feel like i can deal with my family again))
((i also couldnt sleep last night because i was rly stressed and i kept having nightmares))
((look i just feel shitty from how my dad is treating me so im gonna go lie down and not eat until i feel less stomach-sick))
motorcitythumper: i’m looking forward to it
corsicanchevalier: im not anywhere close to finishing the summer reading so i still have something to worry about
((i dont want to eat or draw or read i want to sleep all day and feel shitty))
modern au bubbline bye
I learnd how to blur stuff.